Sometimes I forget that other people have their own individual lives too, even if we’ve been spending every hour with each other in the past week. I see how my friend can easily convince somebody to stay a little longer when we’re hanging out, or this other friend can make somebody who doesn’t have bus fare to join us far away, but I also see how I’m left all alone when no plans are made. And somehow it just won’t work. Not even meeting under one’s block because I’m nearby was feasible. I can’t stand that. How stupid of me to think that it’s always going to work. It’s not. Then who do I get angry with? I mean, my anger is valid although it might seem trivial to you. I pop by my friend’s work place to show my face and we’ll end up together the whole evening eating and laughing our hearts out and you couldn’t come down a minute to see me when I asked. Silly me. And please, don’t ask me if it’s about you. I couldn’t be bothered to justify myself or hear yours. I’m not fuming. I’m just venting. If you can have your misconceptions and theories on how things should work and insist that it should be that way, then I am entitled to mine.

Who the **** do you think you are?