I saw the Orion’s Belt at Air Keroh and I was reminded of that one person who I said something about it to. I said that if you ever looked up to the sky and saw three stars in a straight row, wherever you are, I’m there looking at it too. So much for sentimental moments, where is he now?

I had hitched a ride to KL from Salim’s cousin, Faiqah and her husband, Reza. We had no Ringgit on us and we were too shy to admit it, especially after insisting that we paid for the petrol. Salim had given all our Ringgit we had, and I only had Sing dollars. So at the Rest and Relax, we didn’t eat at all.

Met Nadirah at the kerabu mangga place, to her surprise. We spoke about music a bit and she said she might be coming back next week, then maybe she could stay at my place instead. She’s so gorgeous.

My mind slipped away earlier, a bit, when I realised how stupidly I had behaved the night before. I kept quiet after having a selfish afterthought. I was so quiet, that it could only mean I was angry. Whatever for? Why should I feel that way about anything? It’s not my life. How can I feel that I deserve better when I didn’t do anything to deserve it? I became so angry with myself that I remember him saying that I got too much ego going on and that’s why I didn’t bother trying to talk things out wif this other friend whom I’m having problems with. So right before we hit the 2nd link, I thought I’d apologize.

We all always think that we got it good til we know we don’t got it at all.