These days I hate having my pictures taken. I feel so inferior towards everybody else after that. Maybe it’s because I’ve been putting on alot of weight recently. Not that I’ve been slim or what, just that nowadays I’ve been a little less concerned about how I look. That day, when I got all sick, and nauseaous and almost puking everywhere I went, I felt the worst about the way I looked. Did I spell nauseous right?

I cut my own hair that day because I wanted to have my mohawk again. My hair was already a bit long and curly so gelling it up will make the spike tilt sideways and it will look weird. So yesterday, me and Hakeem went to Luthfi’s fea mart thing at Clarke Quay and I wore my mohawk and his was bigger. He said mine looked weird from a certain angle. Did I cut it too much? I’ve never had my hair cut at home before. Oh, maybe twice. Once at Zul’s place when he cut my hair in his toilet and then once, a long time ago, at Andy Gusmarro’s house. He did a GI on me. Why is hair such an issue eh? I saw Farzeea’s straightened hair that day. So different! She lost all of her Felicity curls and Shakirah said that it was only with a Wella straigthener gel. So interesting. Dina straightened my hair a couple of times and I tried it on my own too but it was gone within a few hours. I will only want to go botak again only when I’m slim again. If that ever happens.

My computer at home doesn’t really work anymore. I must have it checked. The display settings won’t reset so it looks really weird and moves really slow. Who do I call eh? I’m updating from my workplace now. Taking a break to check my emails and blog abit. Next door, the renovations has started. I’m very excited. They’re relaying the tiles and it’s a nice beigish timber material. I wanted to take before and after pictures but I don’t have a camera. Maybe I’ll borrow Lily’s.

After meeting Rama and Wadi yesterday to check out the closing ceremony of the World Cyber Games in which there were some performances, I got inspired to get my life very much organized. My black organizer and writing notes here and there is not enough. So instead of going online last night to broadband internet on a computer moving at the rate of a terrapin, I wrote a checklist on everything that has to be done immediately. I think it’s going to work. I did tell you I was going to make a difference in this world right? So I’m trying.

Today is the first day that the Cube is going to be opened officially to public. The guys have tasked some guys from Spray Two George to do the frontgate. The Artiste Management thing will come in hand starting next week or so. I think things are falling into place, don’t you think so? We all have our downfalls, downturns, whatever you call it. We all have our bad times, and when we have our good times, we mustn’t forget that it’s not always going to be that way. Logic, people. We cannot depend on fate and luck. It’s all reason, reasonability, sense, sensibility, action, and consequence.

Noora, I miss you sia. We’ll have a ball tomorrow ok!